I was quite ecstatic to try Ability again because it would for me in the past.  Just 2mg plus my Cymbalta was enough. But now I’m drinking too much and taking all kinds of downers and sometimes uppers because I’m just so FUCKING sick of feeling like shit. 

I know happiness is not a constant feeling but just to feel OK. Enough to get shit done.  To want to keep going…. 

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About depressionica

Young sciency/arsty/etc girl who is highly interested in her own problem, depression and mental illness. She takes the scientific approach and is constantly reading new research and self-help books.

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