I begged my doc to give me a sleeping pill that would put me in a deep rest, without nightmares, without rolling around and waking up constantly.

Zopiclone doesn’t do this to me unless I take like 5 times the allowed does but same goes with alcohol. Like my co-worker said, his idea for a cure for insomnia was just to chug a bottle of whiskey and nothing will wake me up!

Unfortunately, both of those treatments are not sustainable or fun.

I was given Trazodone. I hate it. It doesn’t work I am still flipping around, having weird disturbing nightmares, waking up. And super duper extra tired during the day to the point where standing is difficult. So I am definitely NOT  continuing on this drug….

Sigh…. I just want to wake up un-tired. It’s been a long time…. a long long time.


About depressionica

Young sciency/arsty/etc girl who is highly interested in her own problem, depression and mental illness. She takes the scientific approach and is constantly reading new research and self-help books.

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