In the near future, I am going to write more about: Dealing with “anger caused by feeling like shit all the time due to depression”. My issue with the whole meds made me fat, which is bothering me a little too much lately. Being “pretty” and being depressed as well as other girly type assumptions and how it makes me feel. SELF-SABOTAGE!!! Yup, it is certainly not helping me get any better… Oh and how ECT changed my personality according to a close friend….