I was quite terrified of it before mainly because of my mother saying I might die in my sleep and I also didn’t really like the feeling I got right when I went to sleep. It is a strange one unlike any other drug. I kind of like it now. I find it weird how there are 10 people surrounding me when I go to sleep and then just 1 nurse in the room when I wake up. I still rather not do it and I haven’t had any complication so YAY! My brain is clearer I’ve had some more random memory loss but it tend to be half memories such as oh I don’t remember watching this movie but I know I did and then as I watch it I start to remember. ECT definitely makes me smarter in general, same with take my antidepressants medication.I still don’t feel awesome like I did after my 8th ECT last time so I am waiting for that >.<”


About depressionica

Young sciency/arsty/etc girl who is highly interested in her own problem, depression and mental illness. She takes the scientific approach and is constantly reading new research and self-help books.

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