No wonder they can wake up after 8 hours of sleep (sometimes less) feeling refreshed, no wonder they can fall in love, no wonder they believe in something “bigger than themself” (e.g. a god(s)), No wonder. Who knew….

It might be a bit of an exaggeration, but compared to how I was feeling this past summer, I am pretty impressed with my treatment. I was in Ottawa, the Capital of Canada (lol), this summer studying french and it was AWESOME GREATEST TIMES EVERRR!  but I was quite highly depressed then and my meds were not really working. Alcohol helped make times pretty fantastic at times but I would be high for like 30min then low for like 48 hours. The point is, imagine if I went to the french camp the way I feel now?!??!

They way my friend described her feelings on shrooms was hyper-real. I would say that is how I feel now. Thing are hyper-real, it was almost as if I forgot salmon sashimi (a significant part of my diet) was such a beautiful pink and had such a great texture.

Although, my appetite has decreased since getting treating which is quite weird since my appetite only decreased when I was mildly  depressed…and increased when I was severely depressed. Dunno what that’s about….


About depressionica

Young sciency/arsty/etc girl who is highly interested in her own problem, depression and mental illness. She takes the scientific approach and is constantly reading new research and self-help books.

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